An aging ham ponders life
I don't wish to be anybody's somebody,Nor expect anybody be my somebody.I crave not the restriction of another heart,Nor the confinement of my own loving art. You may not agree with my ideology,Maybe something is wrong with my psychology.I do feel unique in my drive with compersion,So much I seem to be a social inversion.... Continue Reading →
Reading an article, Confessions of a Born Again Bachelor, and it got me thinking. To my mind, there was a little bit of whining going on, and I'm not sure the author wasn't being a little bit derogatory at times. That said, some resonating points were made, and I still feel the vibrations rattling around... Continue Reading →
Writing this, even thinking this, is not easy. I promised myself to be honest not only with my friends, but with myself, but this has been difficult... to get started. I have discussed this with a few, and once I get started it's like a rocket in space. It keeps going under its own inertia.... Continue Reading →
Reflections on Resolutions
TRIGGER WARNING! This post deals with a subject that could be confronting.
Describing what it is like to feel mentally stuck.
In a recent post I made on my Facebook feed, I got some interesting comments.
I have a whinge about the struggle of communication
A misunderstanding. A mistake. A trust broken. A sense of deep shame. A crack opens. A body it takes. A sense of falling. I accept the blame. A darkness awaits. A hole of my making. A silence of mind. A feeling of hollow. A cold breeze blows. A dread is waking. A friend returns. I... Continue Reading →
Reflection of a Ham 