An aging ham ponders life
Reading an article, Confessions of a Born Again Bachelor, and it got me thinking. To my mind, there was a little bit of whining going on, and I'm not sure the author wasn't being a little bit derogatory at times. That said, some resonating points were made, and I still feel the vibrations rattling around... Continue Reading →
Writing this, even thinking this, is not easy. I promised myself to be honest not only with my friends, but with myself, but this has been difficult... to get started. I have discussed this with a few, and once I get started it's like a rocket in space. It keeps going under its own inertia.... Continue Reading →
TRIGGER WARNING! This post deals with a subject that could be confronting.
In a recent post I made on my Facebook feed, I got some interesting comments.
A misunderstanding. A mistake. A trust broken. A sense of deep shame. A crack opens. A body it takes. A sense of falling. I accept the blame. A darkness awaits. A hole of my making. A silence of mind. A feeling of hollow. A cold breeze blows. A dread is waking. A friend returns. I... Continue Reading →
A quick visit, or a return to blogging?
Thank you to those who noticed.
Something big happened tonight, but I didn't know about it at first. There I was, gearing up for a regular Trivia Night hosting gig at the local pub, which I do every Tuesday. It's a fun little gig that I try to spice up a little by being a little offensive, and comically rude to... Continue Reading →
There's been a clear dark cloud above my head of late. Plenty of people have noticed and asked if I'm OK which is good of them. It's not like the days of yore when I would hide in oblivious awareness of my own circumstance, letting the worry consume me. I am OK, just a... Continue Reading →
It has been a very long time between posts. The lull between the storms. It has been a very quite time between moats. Them nefarious forms. Today I was given reason to re-read some of my prose posted elsewhere on this site, and it raised a few tears as I recalled the times I struggled... Continue Reading →
Reflection of a Ham 